I AM PELOTUDUS MAXIMUS
i make mistakes, i am human
and since I am human, i deserve respect
i am not above or below you, i am your equal
but since i had you on a pedestal, i was blind
and now that i see, i am confused
i do not know what to think
i do not know what to do
i want to sleep and eat and sing and be happy
but i don't know where to start
or if something has to end.

yet, i am not the type of girl who gives up just like that.